scream in my head...

I am not really sure what I want from life right now or what is it exactly that I am looking for,there is a part of me that wants to explore and go beyond ,cross those boundaries and walls that I long ago set for myself but at the same time,scared to leap and take the risk to just embrace life like the way I see it...sometimes I feel am too old to be experimenting with life now that am all of 25 but there is this restlessness in me to just be reckless and do things..live my life without being afraid of people judging me..