Saturday, March 21, 2009

hey another weekend another saturday evening and I was looking forward to spent with that someone I so much like I even picked a nice cute dress and a mint color coat to wear this evening but looks like things ain't going the way i was anticipating...but me am not crying..angry maybe a lil bit disappointed..what the heck am still young..independent I still can have my i have my nails painted in a lovely red do my hair and am still wearing that cute dress and that oh so lovely mint color coat put my best foot forward and have fun tonite....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

i got back from work
the house felt cold and errie
red bricks,wodden floor
all I hear is my footstep
which somehow comforts me
like music to the ears.

I need this quietness,this loneliness
I need solitude,peace,serenity
I need me to find me
I need to talk to myself

I found myself drifting back in time
I found the courage to open the doors
I closed firmly long time ago

I met my first love
love so pure and innocent
he was there with a smile and eyes filled with love
It gave me shivers and goosebumps
I felt joy deep inside me

I found myself back to the present again
my bed still left unmade dreaming
I went on doing my chores

I wondered where all that innocence has gone
why do I never feel the same again

I wish to be truly touched
I wished to be truly loved
I wished time would standstill

If not for anything
just to feel that joy so deep again!

Monday, March 2, 2009

i will turn 26 in abt 28days time 4 yrs down the line i will be 30 why can't i have my fucking own life...