scream in my head...

I am not really sure what I want from life right now or what is it exactly that I am looking for,there is a part of me that wants to explore and go beyond ,cross those boundaries and walls that I long ago set for myself but at the same time,scared to leap and take the risk to just embrace life like the way I see it...sometimes I feel am too old to be experimenting with life now that am all of 25 but there is this restlessness in me to just be reckless and do things..live my life without being afraid of people judging me..

stumped!!!

sometimes you know it ain't right but you stop listening to what your heart is trying to tell you,because you just want to go ahead and do it...without a second thought you let yourself go..i did that last nite and it still feels surreal, did it really happen?was it just a dream?No it really did happen ..i don't know what to make out of it now..am stumped..numb and loss for words..all said and done i ain't still ready to listen to my heart..let it wait!!