maybe its just the way you were raised or maybe its just the environment you grew up with that moulds people to look at life..am one of those who hates being vulnerable i hate to lay it out all in the open..I am an open person full of life..people say am humourous and fun loving but beneath all that lies someone who is scared to open up and let people in easily..and when i feel am getting too close or letting somebody too close i run away..i break all ..shatter it hoping to sart afresh again but am tired now..i am beginning to realize that sometimes its allright to wake up and feel vulnerable and in need of some TLC that does not make me any weaker it just shows that am a human like everyoneelse and let go..break and melt that wall I have so strongly built around myself..